Get it while it's fresh!

There's more to the following entry, but I like to get the emotional stuff out "while it's hot". My additions to the great book of history can wait until tomorrow!

Had a marvellous time today. Cuddles with my favourite person, then back the next morning, coming back to cook ourselves what seemed like a huge breakfast. Very enjoyable talk, hugs, cuddles, more hugs, the works. I'm going to get a cramp of the cheeks one of these days! Things were extremely simpler than they've been before (although not entirely simple, because, you know, we're weird like that!), which was absolutely refreshing.

The only thing that dulled my shininess some was parting time. I am terrible at those, particularly as there's a (smallish, but not insignificant) chance that this will be the last time I see her before I leave for Europe, and then, who knows? But I know the difference between "au revoir" and "adieu" very well, thank you. My feelings seem to be rather enduring, as I discovered not so long ago, when I saw the first girl I was in love with, something like 10 years after the last time I had seen her, and my heart twinged at me quite noticeably. Both nice and annoying, isn't it? Oh well!

Weird, my relationship with her. Yeah, I think that's the right word. I can definitely feel (note the "I" at the beginning of this sentence, and the lack of "know", if you want to know, you know where to ask, and it's not here!) that I'm in a small pile of loved ones (which, um, I can relate to very well!), but I'm also definitely not at the top of that pile (that spot seems to be occupied by a fine individual, so I do not feel slighted in the least), which has for consequence that I miss out on a few benefits. That's okay, I'm not the competitive type and I'm content in keeping the benefits I have now. There was one hug, in particular, which was almost overwhelmingly felt, it was amazing! Shiny, shiny me. :-)

I used the words "I love you" in writing for the first time in, hmm, 2 or 3 years now? Was kind of odd (I'm very sparing in my direct use of those words), but hey, I meant it.

So I was driving out of Waterloo, and I had this odd feeling in my guts... Couldn't decide if it was good or if it was bad. Not too horrible, even pleasant at times, but when it faded, about 300 kilometres later, I can't say I wasn't relieved. Still, nothing to do with what I had in my guts the last time I drove back from there alone, which was just nasty, and took nearly 24 hours to fade away. Eww, that wasn't fun. Let's not do this again, shall we?

Arrived safely, now I'm in my bed, by myself (okay, well, there's also the Diva along my legs!). At the moment, if it's not going to be that favourite person, then it's exactly how I want my bed to be populated. No making-do around here, if you're ever in this bed, rest assured you're the only one wanted there.

Now, I'm having another feeling in my guts, but I know this one much better: I didn't eat since that crazy breakfast! Yeah, I think I'll have a bite... :-P

Ch-Check it out! Old Dublin this Tuesday!

Whoo, check it out, my first post with a filter ever! Rather boringly, it's just a "Montreal area people" filter. :-)

Just to say that I'll be doing the Old Dublin thing this Tuesday. Much people I want to be see, been a while didn't have a quiet(ish) pint of the black stuff, and the BURGER!

I currently have this plan of going there between 6 and 7pm for dinner, then stay there until one of a) people all leave, b) last metro or c) getting kicked out.

Look, let me go back in there and face the danger.

Over the weekend, two things were mentioned, and of course, left to rot in my brain for a few days. One, my favourite person there was mentioning that she had been called "dangerous", because of a certain set of attribute she possess. Two, we talked about Monty Python's Holy Grail.

In the metro today, these elements formented into a replay of the "saving" of Galahad by Lancelot from Castle Anthrax, but with "peril" replaced with "danger". This, of course, had me straining not to burst out laughing, and got me the few odd glances from fellow public transport users. Here's a choice extract, revised to suit the situation (maybe it could be acted out, with me as Galahad, and maybe, hmm, sfllaw as Lancelot? LOL!):

- We were in the nick of time. You were in great danger. (Lancelot)
- I don't think I was. (Galahad the Chaste)
- Yes, you were. You were in terrible danger.
- Look, let me go back in there and face the danger.
- No, it's too dangerous.
- Look, it's my duty as a knight to sample as much danger as I can.
- No, we've got to find the Holy Grail. Come on!
- Oh, let me have just a little bit of danger?
- No. It's unhealthy.
- I bet you're gay.
- No, I'm not.