Regaining my composure

[pphaneuf]

I feel a bit ashamed for my behaviour on saturday evening. I realize now that I've been more shaken than I initially thought about this deal with my ex and my cat. It made other stuff that is normally benign and under control flare up and make some sparks.

Didn't end up going to skate after all, just the breakfast, and then some meandering aimlessly on the Internet. I'm a bit surprised at how bad I am at wasting time on the Internet. Dropped off ayria at the train station with denizsarikaya, then joined bohemianpsyche and hub_. Thanks for being there, guys, it soothed my soul, and I needed it.

I'm glad to see that I'm not just caring and loving of others, but that I'm also cared for and loved by others. It truly is a great feeling. Yes, I'll put on my hat. No, I won't think too much. You know who you are, all, and know that you're appreciated. I love you all.

Comments

[joenotcharles.livejournal.com]

What did happen with your ex and the cat? I've been kind of out of the loop.

[pphaneuf.livejournal.com]

See here.

[joenotcharles.livejournal.com]

Ah - I'd read that, but I skimmed over the second paragraph and didn't realize you went into specifics.

[pphaneuf.livejournal.com]

Note that the first two paragraphs are *not* about my ex, only the third paragraph is. Jebus, I'm so clear. :-)

[joenotcharles.livejournal.com]

Yeah - that's why I started skimming. I figured it was all about somebody I didn't know.